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December 28, 2006

of the year

photo of the year (:


jan , steph , me & manda at the bugis fountain .
or rather , in the bugis fountain .



Joke of the Year


this is Steven Victor Tallarico with his new love , Erin .
they're not the joke ,
ney's reaction to that kiss in the video was .
(:



Experience of the Year


clubbing at attica with renee & chongyao .
meeting new people ,
including him & paul twohill (how cool is that)
<3s we will return to that place again .



BFF of the year


this is renee oei , my BFF of the year .
photo was taken in Liang Court 's ground floor toilet , after supper at Macs .
the night spent tgt aft that was just thrilling . so was the next day while at the empty house .
(: BFF !!



Study Group of the Year


me , fets & viv .
im sure our study dates will always be our memories of this year .
all the nonsense & serious studying (at times) .
all the support from the two of you .
& the frigging amt of money spent on drinks & food .
ilu !



Chillout Venue of the Year



Starbucks (Siglap) & The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf (Parkway) are tied !
haha . wont ever forget this two places . esp the disgusting smell of burnt waffles at parkway coffee bean . ugh .



Event of the Year


rings a bell ? rings a FEW bells ?
the effing O's , duhh .
the biggest event of the year .
how many months spent preparing for this shit ?
well , im glad its over .



Clique of the Year


life in sch would have never been the same without you guys .
recess , the table we sit at , the laughter , the jokes .
the stupid teachers who always look down on us .
we're so collecting our results with our heads held high .
(:
at least i know i can do that .



this year has been eventful .
& i thank Him for His numerous blessings .
its time to quieten down , thank Him , & start the new year again .
thank You for never giving up on me .
even though im so unworthy .



i miss him . dang .

December 27, 2006

christmas


backdated photo . but it reminds me of NRL (:
<3



yesterday was another packed day for me
met up with viv , kerri & stef in the morning .
we were supposed to meet at 11am .
but some freaks arrived only at 12pm .
they made me wait for an hour !!
ugh .
but anyw , we had lunch tgt at yoshi .
then we headed to ngee ann city to check out vests for john's present .
aft viv left , kerri stef & i did more shopping .
mainly in zara .
we tried mountains of clothes .
& i looked so cute in the little red dress .
santarina (:
we tried sweaters & my , they were pretty .
in the end , kerri & stef spent more than a hundred bucks each
while I spent nothing at all . (:
but at least i wasnt too broke for starbucks .
HAHA .
cabbed frm wheelock to bishan to meet him .
stupid him made me wait for so long .
spent some time tgt then left for del's hse with bestie .
we had loads of food at del's place .
& alot of laughter during kungfu mahjong . & bringing down the house .
then went back to bishan , walked abit then left for home .
exciting day , nonetheless .
but would have been better if he's still around .


talked to raph in the night .
thanks dude for being there for me .
for being there to just listen & hear me out .
thanks for caring (:



met pastor vic just now , caught night at the museum .
it was quite funny , not bad if you want to laugh (:




off to take a nap .




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December 25, 2006

cocolatte

"gyrating . dirtydancing . podiums . poledancing . sweaty bodies moving in motion . hands grabbing . Kahlua . good music , sucky DJ . shufflers . two sluts . cute bartender , but sucks at bartending . dancefloor , nonstop . smokes&booze . head spinning . smudged eyeliner . muscles aching . hair tangled . a very dry mouth . " -quoted frm nrl

that summed up almost everyth i wanted to say abt coccolatte , though i have a couple to add & subtract . so here's my version of the night .

"gyrating&grinding . dirtydancing . podiums&poles . sweaty bodies . lusting . DJsucked . twoSLUTS . dancing nonstop . bartender aims but misses the cup . tequila shots . smokes&booze . muscles aching . dripping wet hair . countdown . merry christmas . "



had the annual Nike Xmas Party at Jean's house on the 23rd . there was loads of food & retro fun . the theme was retro , & steph looked so super cute in that shirt . shannon was even more hilarious with that green polka dotted shirt . gift exchange was nothing much , but the fun we had was worth much more . thanks to dawn , jasmin & rachel for planning . camwhoring was a huge part of it . grala won the best dressed award , desiree got the most improved player , while jodine got the best newcomer (: congrats !


helped with logistics at hall 9 ytd . had loads of fun with asher , jerald , sandra , pris , adriel , benkheng , benchew , cordelia , hweekiat , perry . stupid things obviously happened , but yeah . the magic of xmas (: & the giving and sharing . i looked like santa claus ytd . but its great to see the smiles on my friends faces . dont you just love that feeling ? bumped into qw , ezra , james & josh before heading to cocco .





i think ive had a change of heart
& i feel bad about it .
im sorry .




let's just hope 2007 will be a better year.
a year of love , joy & peace .
even if loneliness = happiness
i just want to be happy .






Merry Christmas to everyone
& lets us all not forget the true reason for this special day .
thank you Jesus for dying for me .
& for loving me for who i am .




no more clubbing for me for a long time.
i hope .
vintage was definitely better .


put your right hand up , put your left hand up
-that song's stuck in my head right now .



p/s : i love you too NURUL (: it was a great night out .
p/p/s : i'll help you get his no ? haha . the green shirt dude , i meant .





next up ,
26th - steamboat at del's hse
28th - lunch and movie with pastor victor & kelly ; training at KNC , 730pm
31st - countdown party ; serving
7th - Daisy Tan Carnival , swoosh



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December 14, 2006

__ bestie



isnt this nice?
i did it with whipped potato. ((:

just for my bestie.




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December 12, 2006

__ fournations

hello everyone !
im back from thailand .
food's great, shopping's not so good.
but nevertheless, thank God for this trip (:

shall update you first on the Four Nations Cup held at Toa Payoh Sports Hall during the 6th to 9th december. i watched the match on 7th december. the first match was a total bore. canada vs PNG was so slow. and stupid. then singapore played scotland. it was more exciting, but singapore was the obvious victor. so it was pretty much one-sided. heard from stan that singapore won the cup. huiyan is our national pride, yo. ((: & jloo was the asst coach. *double grin*

i wanted to put up photos. but blogger's being such an effing cunt. so i shall save it for another time.


now more abt the trip to bangkok.

mr zaini was on the same flight! haha. bangkok's getting rlly expensive, so dont go there. according to my mom, bangkok's sinking in 15years time. oh wells. the hotel was realie good, but i got turned off by the irritable sales people who gives you attitude when you say you dont want someth. i think that's so unethical. ): made me so annoyed. bought some shirts, a dress and loads of souvenirs. nothing much more abt bangkok.
im so lazy to type anything more.





this week's work work & more work.
then next's chalet. (: & christmas !!





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December 07, 2006

__ xmas

ohmy.
its december !
((:
brings back memories of last december.
esp. the xcube competition we took part in. (:
according to asher,
xcube's gonna be on again next year.
& it'll be realie cool.
cant wait (:


i miss playing with going back to china !
i knw the rest do too.
been trying to meet but unsuccessful.
mostly due to JOEL KOH.
ugh!




in abt twentyfour hours time,
i'll be at changi airport, waiting to leave the country
to bangkok, thailand. (:
there, i'll do all my xmas shopping.
and i dont intend to miss anyone out.
i'll try not to , at least.





Tis the season to be jolly
It's time to give and time to share
Reds and greens are everywhere
Deck the halls with boughs of holly
You've got your presents everywhere
But do you even care?


Why give the present
With no smile on your grim face?
Why even bother
To give those cards that you purchased?
We've lost our meaning of giving
With our hearts in the wrong place.



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December 04, 2006

__ fourthdecember





im so so lazy to blog at all.
but well,
im bored.
shall update abt ytd at church. (:

woke up at 530am to the demented alarm.
dragged myself out by 630am and headed to expo.
stupid dress code was green (i hate green)
so i had to wear this paul frank shirt.
denise wore the same thing. ((:
supposed to meet that mr quek at 715am.
but he was late and arrived at 733am.
so we were late.
cordelia was jst as late.
HAHA.
dan helped to drag the keyboard in.
serving was alright.
i think dan did a realie good job for a first time. (:

during our breaks,
asher, lisa, cordelia, adriel and i were talking abt our production.
we are gonna do this levites "korean" drama.
its called "ho-ren", according to lisa.
and its supposed to star ben chew as the emo dude.
its so funny. (:

then i saw pastor vic and kelly aft service.
those two monkeys are doing some kind of disappearing act.
stupid. ):




ohwells.
im rlly bored.



the water's rising & im slipping under,
i think i fell in love with the eighth world wonder.



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December 03, 2006

__ video



this is the coolest video ive seen by far ((:

call me a paedophile, but this boy's realie cute.


((:



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December 01, 2006

__ bitch

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELPHNE!!

its been a good week.
catching up with old friends that i hvnt seen or heard from in a long time.
such as alastair, charles, nick, rayson etc etc.
being in the same church doesnt mean we talk all the time.
well, at least not in FCBC.
its way too huge.
good and bad.
good cos you wont see somebody you dont realie want to see.
bad cos you may not see someone you want to.
HAHA.

anyw, ive been talking to nick quite a bit the past month.
basically catching up with an old friend.
and i thought i wanted to share the contents of a certain part of our conversations.
to me, it was rather shocking cos i never expected that person to be like that.

let's take that person as Jane.
out of goodwill, nick wished jane happy birthday on her birthday. aft saying thank you, she went on to ask when his bdae was. so nick decided to let her guess. and he set a dateline to it , which is today (1st dec) . and he also said that if she did not get his birthday correct, she would owe him a present. she obliged and start asking around for his bdae. obviously, all of us did not knw when nick's bdae was. all we knew is that it was sometime in May. so we couldnt answer her question. for abt ten days, she tried to find out. at the same time, she occasionally asked nick what he wanted as the present. he said that he wanted a stussy shirt, but also asked if she had a budget. she said abt 20. a few days later, she asked him abt a budget, so nick said he had no budget. and guess wat? jane said she'll give him AIR. can u beat that?? so cheapo. then, as we all knw, its is the 1st of december today. she then told nick that he threatened her and that she wont get him anything.

if you were nick, how would you feel? nick is feeling so cheated now. i mean, who wouldnt? if u're not keen on getting him the present, then jst reject the idea from the start. now, he doesnt even wanna talk to jane at all, and asked me to convey stuff to jane. (yes, i know jane. yuck) and nick says that she doesnt even feel bad abt it. i agree cos when i conversed with her, she told me to shut up and stay out of it. not only that, she even added "when have you become such a bitch? this is so beneath you." hello? looks WHOS the bitch.

i realie dont care if jane reads this. cos this is MY blog, i say what I want to. its abt time she realizes that everyone cant stand her. its not jst ppl in church, but also ppl in sch. yes, i know maybe we should be more understanding and accept Jane for who she is. but i dont think i can tolerate her shit anymore. its not that i dont try, people who knw, can see that ive tried many times. but she cocks up more shit for everyone to deal with. and she's realie rude. for eg, she hits my head to say hi. i guess, its God's miracle that she even has friends. wait a minute, i dont think she has any GOOD friend. people usually jst make use of her cos she's so gullible. i mean, i have known her for quite a while alr. and her friends are always changing. and i even rmbr that she likes to spam ppl's inbox with smses. and even so, her bills dont exceed. cos nobody replies her. and her "so-called" best friend, who's in another sch, is totally ignoring her at times. and she still clings on to her. cant she tell that other dude wants to move on? cant she tell that its due to her possessiveness that she's lost so many friends? i pity those who want to befriend her. one thing's for sure, nick regrets befriending her. he doesnt even want to waste his time on this bitch. so there.


im sure i'll have more stuffs to add later.











that boy's at camp. and i miss him.





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